Baby Mania

Today she ate two pickles. Two. Pickles. I have no idea how she chewed them up to swallow, but she did. We were eating lunch and she signed “eat” and pointed to my plate. I offered her the biryani, which she sternly rejected. “Eat!” I offered her the pickle, half as a joke. She grabbed …

peace

I’m feeling some peace today. Not quite sure why, but it’s good. I’m quite exhausted – early mornings with no nap – but feel okay about it. Girlie is sick (a cold) but we’re dealing with it. The drive to/from work, while still not really fun, has a lot more moments of calm lately as …

Typical Evening

Tonight was fairly typical of how work nights go. Fine but long. It’s 11:30.  How did this happen? Pick up baby from work. Try to nurse. Pack up and leave. Most pleasantly, she fell asleep on the way home after a few complaints. Sweet sweet baby. I try to enjoy the drive time each day, …

Long Nights

Time with baby can sometimes spread well into the evening, and beyond. That’s what it’s felt like lately: long. Last night baby must have woken up 5+ times. Poor husband had to get up at least 4 times to warm a bottle (if I try and do it, the crying escalates in the interval so …

Expectations and Elimination

Today’s lunch: better than anticipated. I was there first, sitting with baby, and a friendly face came around the corner. We recognized each other; he brought a gift for baby which she enjoyed. It’s interesting for me to consider what I expected. I was expecting a high-powered, full-of-himself networking-obsessed status-seeking go-getter. The type of person …

Prayer

Thinking about prayer. About how important it is; how many aspects of life can benefit from prayer; how I can pray more. I think about my daughter’s eczema, which is getting worse. I’m so glad we’re going to a specialist next week, and that I’m pursuing this diet (talk about a change in attitude from …