{"id":95,"date":"2011-08-03T23:07:21","date_gmt":"2011-08-03T23:07:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/2011-08-03-sigh\/"},"modified":"2011-08-03T23:07:21","modified_gmt":"2011-08-03T23:07:21","slug":"2011-08-03-sigh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/2011\/08\/03\/2011-08-03-sigh\/","title":{"rendered":"Sigh"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>More grumpiness today. Though I think I figured out why &#8211; ask and I&#8217;ll tell you!<br \/>\nAt least part of it must be because I&#8217;m starting work. Tomorrow. I&#8217;ve been ignoring the fact that this day was coming. Yet it is here nonetheless. I love my job but I&#8217;m not ready to leave my baby and change up our routine, exhausting though it can be. Just the thought of trying to get out the door in the morning &#8230; BLECH. And rushing through things with baby. ARGH. On the plus side, I guarantee it will help me appreciate those mornings I can stay home with her.<\/p>\n<p>And then today was the parking pass debacle. They opened up the system for purchase at 9 a.m., I logged on and got an error message telling me I wasn&#8217;t recognized and needed to contact the parking office. Which I did immediately, by phone and email. Tonight I get a message back saying the system was overloaded and to try again. And this time it works. So that freakin&#8217; stupid error message cost me a day and means that the only passes available are in far away, useless lots. I really don&#8217;t care where I park for me; I care because I want fast get-aways to see my daughter at lunch and before &amp; after work. Now, because of the stupid system, I don&#8217;t have that. I am not dealing with it very well, which I think reflects my lack of mental and emotional readiness to start work. Tomorrow.<\/p>\n<p>I realize that this would be a great time for some deep breathing rather than swearing. Definitely a good time not to send a nasty email to Parking Services (not sent &#8211; my contribution to peace in the community). However, these are remarkably hard to do when I&#8217;m feeling this irritated. And it&#8217;s already past 11:00 at night.<\/p>\n<p>Well. We&#8217;ll see how I do tonight and tomorrow. I confess to a slight lack of optimism.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>More grumpiness today. Though I think I figured out why &#8211; ask and I&#8217;ll tell you! At least part of it must be because I&#8217;m starting work. Tomorrow. I&#8217;ve been ignoring the fact that this day was coming. Yet it is here nonetheless. I love my job but I&#8217;m not ready to leave my baby [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-95","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=95"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=95"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=95"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kamillamilligan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=95"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}